Just a Wish

So quiet, the footsteps.
So soft, the kiss.
So loving the glance
but it won't last, it's just a wish.

I feel the sadness
I drip in sweat;
when I awake
from the nightmarish world
you've sent me to

I fake a smile,
I close my eyes.
Take a breath,
wish for the best.

A tear falls from my face
I feel hateful and selfish.
I want you for me and only me.